"jealous of the tin man"

Posted April 8, 2008

every beat is nothing less than your name whispered in my ear
every second it lives, it screams out for you
i tell it to stop....it wont listen
it cant comprehend, cant grasp, that you are gone

cut me open, quick..i cant take much more of this
i dont care if you break the ribs, just get it out!hurry!
its comsumed by the sweetest of kisses from a killer so silent
it cant stay here

quick grab it and pull it out!
i dont care how much it bleeds just cut the strings
get it out of me
i cant catch my breathe

throw it...its my curse
finally with a gaping hole in my chest....a sigh
as i watched it sink and disapper in the waves i close my eyes
i lean my head back and fall to my knees...

without it i cant live
but its so much more peacefull watching the sand stain
and just wash away with each out reach of the tide...
its dark..its cold...and im alone..