Especially today, because as far as I'm concerned...tomorrow bled to death
Posted May 8, 2006
i am feeling especially cynical today. Maybe i miss people i love, or maybe i dread the world staring me in the face begging me to wake up when all i honestly want to do is sleep. Like a child too excited to go to the park, yanking on the sheets, and a parent just a little hung over, someone breaks and gives in by giving up. So i the natural pleaser..lol.. rise from the bed and take on the day.
i want to scream right now.
Hopefully, right now i am loved enough to exist a little longer. I find that love is not the only thing i fucking live for, but goddamn, it helps me get up in the morning. I hate mornings, but i find myself smiling once again.
So thank you, and you know who you are, because i now know who i am because of some part in you knows who i am as well.
i appreciate you picking me up and carrying me when i could no longer crawl on. You can set me down now, so i can hold your hand.
love,
casey
