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CASEY187
Age: 20
Location: Curtis (smudge on the map), Nebraska
Joined On: Dec 21, 2005
Occupation: Secretary stuff, spreadsheets, word documents, blah blah blah
Ahh time to wonder where to begin, how clever. Ridiculous infatuations and sad remorse all caught up by the words in a song you and a million others can relate to. It is always beautiful to find that song that perfectly communicates exactly and precisely how your emotions fluctuate. Or maybe we all just like to scream? Well whatever the case, here we find ourselves, in a perfect opportunity to listen to what we love and look at the pictures of those who share the same love. Cheers.
scissor cuts
whose to fucking say that i can't be disgusting by my own
blood
when all i want to do is bleed
let me bleed fuckers
let me take scissors to my scars
scissors to my stitches
old with rot
and cut
cut cut.
remember how happy i was when sober?
my smile would kill you now.
bloody and sad.
took a valium and
smiled up at the cop.
kiss kiss
thank you so much
for the new stitch.
Especially today, because as far as I'm concerned...tomorrow bled to death
i am feeling especially cynical today. Maybe i miss people i love, or maybe i dread the world staring me in the face begging me to wake up when all i honestly want to do is sleep. Like a child too excited to go to the park, yanking on the sheets, and a parent just a little hung over, someone breaks and gives in by giving up. So i the natural pleaser..lol.. rise from the bed and take on the day.
i want to scream right now.
Hopefully, right now i am loved enough to exist a little longer. I find that love is not the only thing i fucking live for, but goddamn, it helps me get up in the morning. I hate mornings, but i find myself smiling once again.
So thank you, and you know who you are, because i now know who i am because of some part in you knows who i am as well.
i appreciate you picking me up and carrying me when i could no longer crawl on. You can set me down now, so i can hold your hand.
love,
casey
MEMORIES FROM TOMORROW
Memories From Tomorrow blew the Paradise Cove (First Inn Gold, Kearney) away last night. They played one of the best sets ever. Even though my eyes are burning because i only received 3 hours of sleep, it was extremely worth it, so very very worth it. Jonah, Chris, Javin, and Matt always know how to get the crowd rolling, mosh pits raging.
Memories From Tomorrow will make your brain explode inside of your head, they are the bullet for the new sound of music and your last moments will end in a smile, it will be the single most significant moment of your life.
www.myspace.com/tomorrowfrommemories
blow your brains out kiddies,
Casey
Concert Past and Concert Future
Last Saturday I went to an awesome concert. Memories From Tomorrow rocked the whole Battle of the Bands thing, and even though they didn't win, it really didn't matter because they definately put on the best show : Jonah smashed his bass guitar (the boy has awesome stage presence), Chris almost got knocked over by the mosh pit (his mike actually did), and one Loyal Fan Joe "Fuzz" split his whole right eyebrow open when he smashed heads with another guy. My boyfriend, Grady, took him to the ER, I happened to tag-a-long.
So I was convinced to stay up way past curfew tonight as I will traverse to Kearny to another show. It's cool with my Madre as long as I promise to go to school tomorrow. damn, so close to getting to skip. I'm assuming that I will get home around 2 or 3AM. NIIICE! (thumbs up)
SO JONAH SMASH YOUR GUITAR AND JOE SMASH YOUR HEAD! LOL
+xCasey
DGH
no, my world is good. I have fallen into that trap of a
boring routine, but found a way to break the
frustrating cycle. What do you do?
posted Jul 25
DGH
good advice
posted Jun 20
The Vandon Army
noticed you like the Dropkick Murphys... you should
check out The Vandon Arms! There is a link on our page
to the bands page... Let us know what you think.
posted May 19
lonelypunk2004
dont forget about the B in PHAB! i\'ll come back and
visit u three often, but u, Hollywood, and Angel had
better help me and Trevor move ;) that will be one big
party with lots of moving boxes! love ya Broadway
posted May 08