March 11
a background.
i am a college student in eau claire wisconsin. my grades are suffering, and all the while my development as an intelligent, cultured and interesting gentlemen seems to be going quite well.
numerous revelations. critical thinking. mental math. responsibility. the professional world. eating right. smoking cigarettes. trying all of the food. j-walking at every intersection and careening off the living railroad tracks and onto solid, slick, ice chute. beware of icicles, the sign told me. i reached for the helmet and hammer, but was jerked down into the cavernous abyss abruptly, and might i add quite uncomfortably.
my god, i wasn't in an ice chute at all. that was my 10am class. i get these things screwed up all the time. oops butterfingers! err. brains.
i get more of my own weird shit done than schoolwork. thus the thriving artistic life has its shortcomings. i have no money, and possibly after this semester, no schooling.
but all that drama is a whole 3 months away.
now is the time to enjoy the false sense of security.
erupt with joyous cries and write, plan, execute, rehearse, sing, perform. express.
this is the current state of my life, roughly.
xo
eli
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